Saturday, November 26, 2011

Nightlight Daydreaming


                               Photo courtesy of http://joshgarrels.blogspot.com/

I would like for something like this to be in my life.

Thursday, November 24, 2011

Sunday, November 20, 2011

"Shut up and Listen"

Takes some effort to pry my mind off these headphones.
I want to listen to the Holy Spirit, but only if He's on Spotify.

I'm tired of music that goes nowhere.
Take me to heaven or leave me alone.


I'm tired of some things
the way I'm tired of ill-fitting clothes.
There's a reason they no longer fit comfortably
and it's not your fault.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

The day hope got heavier than the heart that held it.

search for hope in a soft voice
and        yell       at yourself
whispering lingers far
too easily misinterpreted

the words you need wait lined up before you
not in a face
not on your tongue
not in a thousand million shouts
but in as many days

For where your treasure is
              getting a haircut
              moving away
              failing to notice

                                                 your heart will be also.

Don't put your hope on my shoulders
because they slant down
and that's the way they were made
and no matter how much i work out
that will never change.


if i knew what to say i would have spoken louder.

Wednesday, November 16, 2011

"i do what i do cause there is a need"



Grandma said to me 'if you only have one bean
 and you meet someone with no bean
you should give them half your bean
'cause you will be less hungry
if you eat just half a bean
than if you eat a whole bean
in front of somebody with no bean.'

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Communication - 2

Facebook, Twitter, Tumblr, Flickr, Spotify... Blogger.
Status updates, posts, entries.
Check-in's, checking-out's.
Pro fotos.
Profiles.
Likes.

To Whom are we living?
To what aim do we socialize?

Monday, November 14, 2011

Paradise

We can dream about Paradise, and we can pray about experiencing it here, now.  Or both.



I know the sun was set to rise.

love

Love well. It's impossible on our own, but with God's grace through Jesus we have seen a perfect example how, and with this understanding, opportunity to receive the perfect power to do the same. Love is all that really lasts. Whatever keeps us from choosing it bears no weight against the joy, peace and reward of the pain it takes to 'love anyway.' Give it a go. See how it feels. 
Thankful for the love I've been shown, even when I didn't appreciate or ever deserve it.
With God's help, the best love is beyond us, and within us.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

ich weiß ich werde leben weil du bist

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Cardiac Chronology

You offer us poetic life,
We return coarse jokes
dull from overuse and
less thought.

Words bring richness to my life like coffee my late morning.
Coffee brings richness to my life like a freshly-discovered seventh sense.

God gave us senses,
we have forfeited them for pleasurable conveniences
pass on

Temporary belongs to time
Eternity birthed it

Enduring satisfaction exists
the instant your heart skips.

Does it
feel
taste
sound
smell
look
like You Are here?

In my debt to everything temporary
You poked a hole inside your heart,
and out came the wind of all that has been or ever will be.
You said "breathe deep."
it was for me.

Tuesday, November 8, 2011

God rests.

If God created relaxation, down time, sleep cycles, sloths, and green sea turtles
and everything points to his distinct distinctness,
He's gotta be the most chill anything in all of space and within and beyond.

"It is the Lord who goes before you.  He will be with you; He will not fail you or forsake you.  Do not fear or be dismayed." Deuteronomy 31:8

"The eternal God is your dwelling place,
and underneath are the everlasting arms." Deuteronomy 33:27

"The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want.
He makes me lie down in green pastures.
He leads me beside still waters.
He restores my soul.
He leads me in paths of righteousness
for his name's sake.
Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death
I will fear no evil,
for you are with me;
your rod and your staff
they comfort me.
You prepare a table before me
in the presence of my enemies,
you anoint my head with oil;
my cup overflows.
Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me
all the days of my life,
and I shall dwell in the house of the Lord
forever."
 Psalm 23

(If 'forever' really means forever, does it include right now?
If so, this means that by following Him,  we're enjoying our places as guests in his household right now.
Surely He's a Host among hosts.)

Forever?  Forever ever?
I AM for real.

Monday, November 7, 2011

SnoWarmsNow

Your peace flutters, and so do our hearts
Your sky opens
now so our arms
no way this is a passing warmth.

But I can feel us passing warmth.


Image found on this blog.

Sunday, November 6, 2011

Goodness.

Earth's only true satisfaction is that beyond it.

Thursday, November 3, 2011

No common ground to start from?

[But
all ground is -ground-]

We're all humans (most of us,) we're all a little insecure, we all love good time with others, we all have something to share.  We have all felt hurt, disappointment, and chilly gusts of despair now and then.

I hope we remember the warm reality that the sun always shines (regardless of how often something might come between its rays and our senses,) and even when we can't feel it, it's there.

We love love.  We'd rather do without unfairness, insincerity or that feeling that "this isn't how it's supposed to be."

Most of us are embarrassed or ashamed about something.  Most of us would rather not admit we're embarrassed or ashamed about anything.  Many times, we're embarrassed and ashamed about the same things. Many times, something in our life experience equips us to better understand those things and how to work through them.  Too many times, we keep ourselves from sharing.  We're too proud, we're too occupied with our own problems, we're too afraid it might come off as offensive or like others think we think we're better than they are.  Sometimes we are manipulative.  We don't take the time to check our motivations.  We realize the effect this has.  We're humbled.

So long as we live from a platitude of genuine caritas,
we have nothing to worry about.

We're strong.  We adjust.  We make choices.  Healthy choices.  Poor choices we'd rather call 'lessons.'  We'd rather not take responsibility.  At some point, we do it anyway.  We learn what's best.

We improve.  We encourage each other, and find we're grateful for others' encouragement and faithfulness.

We love love, but often have a difficult time living it like we know we should.

Let's not give up trying.

We have good reason to.

"Put on then, as God’s chosen ones, holy and beloved, compassionate hearts, kindness, humility, meekness, and patience, bearing with one another and, if one has a complaint against another, forgiving each other; as the Lord has forgiven you, so you also must forgive. And above all these put on love, which binds everything together in perfect harmony. "
Colossians 3:12-14

Bob Marley on Dating

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyse and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there."

Pretty sweet really, I like his honesty.  Most of it seems applicable to all our relationships, lovey-doves aside.

Wednesday, November 2, 2011

Digging the M X.  Grounded, insistent bass. Elevated lyrics.  Nice combo.